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04 January 2009 @ 03:13 pm
aurgh  

I don't mind telling you, I feel like crap.  Fortunately, my to-do list for this week is VERY simple:

1.  stay on diet
2.  make it to work
3.  survive

Optionals:

1.  pack up Christmas
2.  clean apartment
3.  continue work on my shiny, wonderful recipe database

My ADD is through the roof and I have a constant low-level headache.  The ADD is worse.  It maketh me to sit on the sofa and watch daytime television because, every time I stand up, I forget why.

Blah blah blah it will get better blah blah cheerful optimism blah.
 
 
Current Mood: blahblah
 
 
 
Petermaverick_weirdo on January 4th, 2009 08:56 pm (UTC)
I'll second the "blah blah blah"
where have my words been?: woe is mebheansidhe on January 4th, 2009 09:18 pm (UTC)
*hugs*

A close relative accused me of being a "tweaker" over Christmas vacation (ie, a speed freak) because of my Adderall "habit." I was accused of playing with my dose, self-medicating, crash-and-burning, chasing the high, and becoming a bitter, hair-trigger, vituperative bitch when I take my medication. (Yes, the word "vituperative" was used, because if nothing else, my family can cuss with 12-dollar words.) This was all couched in "concern for my well-being" because said relative had "kicked the Adderall habit" and was now drug-free.

Strongly contemplating printing my year-end HMO statement, which will PROVE how often I refill the damn script. They can divide by 365 and arrive at the (insanely low) dosage result. Less than 5mg a day? Not. Worried.

Angry, though.

Sorry, just venting. Carry on.
Wiseacreewin on January 4th, 2009 09:27 pm (UTC)
Eurgh.

I'm actually trying to picture you being a vituperative bitch and failing miserably.

Exactly how insecure in their recovery IS this person?