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04 January 2009 @ 03:13 pm

I don't mind telling you, I feel like crap.  Fortunately, my to-do list for this week is VERY simple:

1.  stay on diet
2.  make it to work
3.  survive


1.  pack up Christmas
2.  clean apartment
3.  continue work on my shiny, wonderful recipe database

My ADD is through the roof and I have a constant low-level headache.  The ADD is worse.  It maketh me to sit on the sofa and watch daytime television because, every time I stand up, I forget why.

Blah blah blah it will get better blah blah cheerful optimism blah.
Current Mood: blahblah
Petermaverick_weirdo on January 4th, 2009 08:56 pm (UTC)
I'll second the "blah blah blah"
where have my words been?: woe is mebheansidhe on January 4th, 2009 09:18 pm (UTC)

A close relative accused me of being a "tweaker" over Christmas vacation (ie, a speed freak) because of my Adderall "habit." I was accused of playing with my dose, self-medicating, crash-and-burning, chasing the high, and becoming a bitter, hair-trigger, vituperative bitch when I take my medication. (Yes, the word "vituperative" was used, because if nothing else, my family can cuss with 12-dollar words.) This was all couched in "concern for my well-being" because said relative had "kicked the Adderall habit" and was now drug-free.

Strongly contemplating printing my year-end HMO statement, which will PROVE how often I refill the damn script. They can divide by 365 and arrive at the (insanely low) dosage result. Less than 5mg a day? Not. Worried.

Angry, though.

Sorry, just venting. Carry on.
Wiseacreewin on January 4th, 2009 09:27 pm (UTC)

I'm actually trying to picture you being a vituperative bitch and failing miserably.

Exactly how insecure in their recovery IS this person?